Wow back on tumblr. It’s been a while.

Decided I would come here for thinspiration. I can’t stop what I want. I just need to remember, in 6 months, I won’t remember what cookies look like, but I will look good:)

I want to be thin. 

8/1/12

That moment when you realize you hate everything about yourself.

bigworldofscience: Can you recognize this deep sky object? You guessed it! A quasar! This is my interpretation of a quasar as a stained glass image. Not amazing, but I would love you opinions! I drew this about a year and a half ago. If any of you don’t know what a quasar, it’s basically an active galaxy in which the super massive black hole is taking in so much matter that much of it is getting spewed out into space!

bigworldofscience:

Can you recognize this deep sky object?

You guessed it! A quasar! This is my interpretation of a quasar as a stained glass image. Not amazing, but I would love you opinions! I drew this about a year and a half ago.

If any of you don’t know what a quasar, it’s basically an active galaxy in which the super massive black hole is taking in so much matter that much of it is getting spewed out into space!

Exams are almost over. Can’t wait for this weekend.

After my physics exam tomorrow I’ll be skiing tomorrow and then partying on Saturday!! Very excited.

Possibly by this weekend I’ll know how I feel about him:P

but other than that, survived another week of finals! Can’t believe I did math and chem without any sleep:P

All of this stress just makes me want to be on my own.

no relationships.

I need personal time.

1/19/12 Stress Overload

I don’t think I have ever had such a stressful day as today. With exams, art, boys, grades and things in general, I am not holding up too well.

Free: By Switchfoot

I’ve got my back against the wall
But I still hear the blue sky call
The chains that hold me back inside
Are the prisons of my mind

Free, come set me free
Down on my knees
I still believe
You can save me from me

Come set me free
Come set me free
Inside this shell
There’s a prison cell

I try to live the light of day
Why would I do what I hate?
But when try to reach above
I only I hurt the ones I love

There’s a hole in the neighborhood
Where the shadows fall
There’s a hole in my heart but my hope
Is not in me at all

I had a dream that my chains were broken
Broken, broken, broken open
Free

just a warning to my followers, this is now my second blog so this is where I’ll be posting personal things that are somewhat angsty.

So if you don’t like reading a girl writing about the problems in her life on here like a diary, go to my other tumblr!!!! :) It’s a science blog

Thebigworldofscience.tumblr.com

Or just unfollow me lol that’s cool too

Trying to decide what to do about him.

He wants to go out with me and it seems that everyone knows it.

But I cant seem to make up my mind.

Everyone’s looking at me.

What should I do?

Do I go for it?

On a whim?

Yes?

or?

No?

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

What is wrong with you? Youre so stupid. You can’t do anything right.

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY